a bit of wind out of my sails
Bleh, car appointment was disappointing. They couldn't do the alignment, have to do something else first, which is way more expensive. Just tired of having no money. It will pass, debt can be taken care of, there isn't any emergency. It could absolutely be worse.
At the same time it could be better, and I'm allowed to complain about it a bit. Just going to take it slow, chip away at the growing credit card debt when I can, and allow myself to feel deflated and sad that things aren't going perfect. It won't be this way forever, but it is now, and I don't like it.