annoying stresses
Kinda been having some very unnecessarily persistent anxiety in the back of my mind recently and it's annoying.
One thing, that isn't relevant, is that the idea of next winter is scary and I don't know what to do about it. This shouldn't matter because we've only just started spring, but it won't stop bothering me and stressing me out. The ither thing, which is annoyingly relevant, is that there are always sick people at my work, and 90% of the time they, and everyone else, don't care that they're sick??? Like, people just ignore that people are constantly coughing and visibly sick, and just interact with them like nothing is different. The whole time I'm super uncomfortable because even with my mask and other preventive measures I know that I'm not invincible. Why don't these people care that they're getting people sick? Why does no one seem to care if they get sick? It's a constant cycle that no one seems to care about, and I feel like I'm crazy for giving a damn about my health.
It's annoying, because everything else is going quite well, but this anxiety keeps prodding the back of my mind. Bleh, I'll just keep doing my best, and I'll get on the ither side of it eventually.