anxious
The stress and anxiety has been crushing today. I haven't heard back from my interview yet so of course I'm thinking of every worst case scenario.
Can't I just get the good this time. Give me a simple job, 3 days a week. Hell, give me the job with 2 days a week and enough pay to make up the difference. After how awful of a start to the year I just want something to go right. I'm so miserable right now and it isn't how it's supposed to be.
Let me get back to being me.