comfy
Today was pretty mixed. My car is fixed, and in fact feels much better to drive now (though more testing is needed to see how I feel about it). Spending a bajillion dollars to get the tires wasn't nice, but at least I got to spend the day with my partner. We were very lazy, mostly just relaxed and ate nice food together. Still don't feel like working tomorrow, but at least it's supposed to warm back up a bit this week, so that's something.
Just gonna take it easy, try and relax, and even if things are rough I can try and just take it slow, fix it at my own pace. Staying safe and mentally sound is what's most important. Part of being more assertive is making sure I actually express my emotions, so it's ok to be more sad and angry about the situation, and it's ok to talk about it. Just gotta be more kind to myself and let myself decompress in a healthy way.