don't feel good
I'm pretty sure my stress has been affecting me a lot more lately. I think I noticed when I got a call today, when I get super stressed and anxious these last couple weeks, it's making me like, super nauseous. I just feel awful. I need all this stress to end. Just let me start this job already, I need it to be concrete that I have this job. I accepted my offer, I've done all the stupid background check stuff, I even showed up on what was supposed to be my first day. Just send me my stupid welcome letter and leave me be until my first day so I can actually try and unwind a small amount. And get rid of all this damned snow! My partner could barely get out in their 4 wheel drive car last night, and we're supposed to get more tomorrow. It's supposed to be warmer next week, but I just want this snow gone now. I'm so tired and stressed and I feel awful. Just let me have some piece.