meh weekend
This weekend didn't really go great.
Friday I was super lonely and bored, so I tried going out to a bar a friend suggested, and it was a very uncomfortable experience. People were loud and yelling, someone got in trouble for using a taser(?), a very unhappy drunk lady talked to me about how sad she was and how much she hated her husband (who was there). I don't think I'm a bar person, the only one I've liked is the rooftop wine bar, that seems more my speed. Saturday was fine, mostly just laid around and chatted on discord, posted some cute selfies. Yesterday (sunday) I went to hang out with a friend, and we talked for a bit, then tried going to the nearby cardshop to play magic, but they closed an hour early while we were there, so we went back to the park and I got absolutely devoured by mosquitos. They fucked me up real bad, it suckssss.
The worst part is I truly felt like I looked gorgeous when I went out. I looked so beautiful and wonderful, and it feels wasted on just not having a good time.
Maybe next weekend will be better, and my partner's birthday is this week, so hopefully that'll be a pick-me-up! I love my partner so much, I can't wait to have a whole day dedicated to celebrating them <3