trying to keep it together
Vent post, i'm sorry
I'm home from work, thanks to my partner. I mentioned my car to the discord server I frequent and they said to check the coolant. My partner looked while I was at work and it was low. The people on the discord said it could be a gasket head leak, which would require an engine rebuild, which is so expensive that you basically just don't do it and get a new car.
If it's that then I'm fucked.
I've put all of my money towards getting this car fixed, and if it suddenly decided to die after all that, all the debt I'm putting myself into, I don't know what to do. I don't have money for a new car, my credit rating dropped 11 points with all the credit I've been using, I get my first full paycheck from this job this friday, and I still haven't gotten my tax refund. I'm freaking out and I don't know what to do and I'm so tired of everything going wrong this year. What did I do wrong, why is this happening. The one year where I'm excited for the future, with plans and goals and ideas, and we're only 3 months in and it's only been going downhill. I'm so scared, please let them just tell me it's something else tomorrow, something small, please.